does he ever get the girl

I just woke up, like eight minutes ago. I realized, though, that there are really just two things in life that I want and don't have. Not counting, of course, things like a new computer, a laptop, a car, that kind of thing. Cause that doesn't really matter or have much bearing on my happiness. But for some reason I woke up this morning and said to myself, "there are only two things in the whole world you want and don't have Jackson. Be happy." I am truly blessed. I just wish I would take better note most of the time. I should be joyful...but that isn't how I would describe myself. I wish it were.